The Diary

[Boss]

The mystery of love begat our infinite symphony. Love is not bound by religion, class or sex. Love grows now in you, in giving. Love is free. Love dances in a little girl's dream of pink elephants and purple butterflies. Love rides a horse at the evening circus, runs the 100m sprint at Rio de Janeiro, is ebbing tide at sunset. Love is a father and son playing 'Father and Son' by Cat Stevens, a mother giving birth in a tub of water. Love knows footy, poetry, car racing. Love is funny - Robin Williams on celluloid, Chaplin, Benny Hill. Love is that blush when a 14 year old boy finally kisses his sweetheart at the movies. Love is the so valuable wisdom of a seventy five year old lady explaining to ten girls what it was like dancing the waltz and foxtrot and the rock n roll of Elvis Presley and Bill Haley and his Comets. Love is two dogs making love on the pavement regardless of all the passers by. Love is Huey Lewis and the News. Love is chocolate and dates at Warrandyte. Love is the first four letters of Evolution backwards. Love is music, a big cuddle, Dad's trust. Love is all the Sacred gleaned from many thousands of years of Human exploration and discovery. Love is ritual - 12 year old Bat Mitzvahs for girls, 13 year old Bar Mitzvahs for boys, weddings, Yom Kippur, Kaddish, all of Rainbow, Men, Womyn and Kids on the June solstice, corroboree. Love is sun, moon, stars, flower and the memory of Brontosaurus and Truganini. Love is my sister Esta's smile, her encouragement. Love is indeed the wonderment of members of an offbeat, kind of ordinary planet in an average galaxy called Milky who just happened to stumble upon Immortality one day in 13,700,000,030 Earth years from Love itself. You know, love is.

[Boss]

Doc Neeson screams from the radio 'Am I ever gonna see your face again?' 104.3 is counting down the top 500. Doc Neeson died a time ago. Lotsa people died. All of us know someone who did. Question hangs over all of us, 'Why?' I am not a magician, no Wizard of Oz. Jehovah is a quirky G-d. And extremely patient. He literally waited over 13.7 billion years to reach us Now. The only constant - the ever increasing magnitude of love in His masterful (and Now our) Evolution. For His reasons, and for ours to ponder way into Eternity, He deemed this life and death cloak and dagger 'game' from Adam One 209,000 years ago to the last soul to fall sometime in the very near future. I am not G-d, I will not pretend to know His mind. Incidentally, it is only Humans who will know everlasting life - the dove is never free. Do you understand the gravity of what I'm saying? Thru history, Men and Womyn were allowed a glimpse into our fast approaching Immortal day. Thru sheer exhaustion, Men like Yeshu'a and Machamad (Muhammad) and Michel (Nostradamus) 'saw' into the future. Leonard Cohen did, too. Such people relayed their insights to us. On papyrus or paper, to song on CD like Mr Cohen. Often they wrote their visions in disguise, or parables or even riddles like Michel. Why? To protect themselves and their families from the prevailing authorities like the Roman Empire and French royalty. Telling it how it was was dangerous. Also, I believe it was intentional to make US think. Yeshu'a's Revelation or Michel's Centuries or Machamad's persistent referral to the 'People of the Book' made me think. Maybe they were living in a time without electricity, water on tap, casinos. Perhaps they made mistakes. My message was brief indeed. Probably 80 seconds. Jackie, sitting next to me, saw nothing. I saw and heard it on an old television set. The voice speaking was mine. I promised myself peace, a marvellous royal blue peace. 6 hours before I was dead, literally. I'm writing this Now because I just want to let you know that away from your cold neon, your golden calves and Lamborghinis, away from your infested World of money and greed and pitiful boredom, some Men and Womyn gave a fuck about the Human Race. Fact is really, that 7,200,000,000 people died for you. Take not this life for granted. I say take nothing for granted forevermore. You wanna know, why? You figure it out.

On a completely different tack, tonight I give my baby her last chance. Summer ends on Monday - 4 days. I will call her tonight at 8pm and ask her on a date, ask her to see out summer with me. I'm afraid if she doesn't answer, it is over, it is all over. I tried my damnedest over 23 years; pushed her to abort our only child for your comfy little mansion and diamonds, incurred two intervention orders, got hell off my family, and endured her awful silence. A man, no matter who he is, can only take so much. Please answer the phone, Bub. This is it, darling. Either we take off into the stratosphere, or both of us are first bogged down in, and then taken by death. The choice is yours. Adam

[Boss]

Cohen lied

[Boss]

Yeshu'a was conceived by a Jew egg and a Jew sperm - just to fuck up your Christian Luke-ian sensibilities. She was no virgin. Yeshu'a was circumsized at 8 days old and never ever roasted a pig at the Hebraic Solstice.

[Boss]

You can't hurt me anymore G-d; not father or mother or brother. Not even your mother's poison in you, Jackie. I am above you all. I am free.

[Boss]

In Melbourne it is Yom Sheni the 29th of Simeon, 13,700,000,030. 8.50 am. I end my diary. I am not perfect. I am not perfect. I am not perfect. I leave Melbourne on the 7th of Zebulun, 13,700,000,030 - in about 3 months. Ostensibly my target is Jerusalem on the 3rd of Dan - my father's birthday. In between I'll go to LA for a week, NY for 2 months, and London. This is where my current ticket expires on the 14-15 of Benjamin. I'll have about 20 days in Europe. I want to catch trains to Berlin then to Poland to see and sit at Auschwitz and Treblinka. I'd like to discover the street my paternal grandfather lived on in Warsaw. Then Ben-Gurion on Dan the 1st. I have very little money - about $2,000. I have no idea how I will pay for food and accommodation. I have a hat - perhaps I'll beg, I can sing you know. I'll do all this within The Jubilee. I will be in Jerusalem for Yom Kippur, early Naphtali I think. To inaugurate Kaddish I will fly to Burawang (formerly known as Australia) and be in Warrandyte, by the river Yarra Yarra. It will be held on Gad the 16th and will remember all who died in the last mad rush of 209,000 years - from Adam One who was the first to have a vision, or an hallucination according to the very blind sighted medical fraternity. Gad 16th was the day my father died.

To all Cohenites of this forum, I appreciate what you do. Thank you. I'll hang around if that's okay. May even comment.

In peace,
Boss

Appendix:

Jan-Reuben
Feb-Simeon
Mar-Levi
Apr-Judah
May-Issachar
Jun-Zebulun
Jul-Joseph
Aug-Benjamin
Sep-Dan
Oct-Naphtali
Nov-Gad
Dec-Asher

[Boss]

Hi

[Boss]

BACK IN EDEN

I am wasted
A bit like Pink
in 'The Wall'
But I'll press on
A lady passed me
at the beach today
We didn't exchange
names
Her face half smiling
as if she'd seen
something
I knew it, she too
I said, "Hi"
She said, "Hello"
She passed me
on my seat
near the gulls
I'll never see
her again
But I'll always
remember her
She may see
me with Jackie
playing in Chad
or rallying round
lunar's Sea of
Tranquility

I will remember
always,
the belief in her heart

[Boss]

Three months out
today.
I have Schindler on,
the Reprise as usual.
John Williams has
been here with me
from '94 - in trenches,
in deep blackness.
Still,
I'll land in LAX
and visit 'Frisco.
I'll inhabit the land
of Coca-Cola and
Brady Bunch for
about two months.
I'll need a compass
for the streets and
for my rattled head.
She may come, or not
I might care, or not.
Three more months,
June 7 - the Jubilee.
And I need mint
toothpaste, inter-
national scripts and
sandals. I so
desperately need
money and courage.

[Boss]

Update to my Yeshu'a theorem. Mary and Yosef had relations before they tied the knot - maybe they just wanted each other real bad. She 'fell in'. Such a couple in the future would not submit to similar passions because there will be Law forbidding intercourse until the two are married. Failure to comply will mean ten lonely years in Antactica eating fish and watching penguin! I kid you not! She wasn't raped by descendants of Ishmael. Also, I believe Yeshu'a died for 40 hours then G-d breathed life back into him - similar to Lazarus. Indeed, why did Yeshu'a put the Lazarus affair in his writings as a 64 year old in Athens? He was dropping humongous hints all over the place for us, G-d bless that old Jewish poet. He knew he was Human like you; and I believe he wanted all of us to, as Dire Straits say, 'do the walk of life'! C'mon, let's do it, Now!

[Boss]

Listening to an all day concert live from some city, I'm assuming Melbourne, in Australia. Bands like Chisel, the Oils, INXS, Birds of Tokyo, Powdetfinger and that's just the Aussie representation! U2, Green Day, Soundgarden, Metallica, New Order and on the international cordon goes. This is the most bizarre but Led Zeppelin are set to play at 10pm!! There is a tribute to Bowie on now. It is 6.00pm here. If anyone really knows what the fck is happening I'd be stoked to know. More after Zep. Oh one more thing, there's some mystery band reforming towards the end. I'll fill you in later!

[Boss]

Guns n' Roses - OMG!! Live now!

[Boss]

In Greece, after the pain at Golgotha, Yeshu'a wrote in the disguise of Paul. In his 50's & 60's he wrote a fair few gospel accounts. It is in Luke he ever so craftily combines the Greek fascination with virgin births with his own unsure lineage. To my uneducated mind, he is telling us his father IS NOT of the Davidic line. I realise Matthew insists he is, I feel Yeshu'a wrote this earlier; say 5 or 10 years earlier. As he evolved, grew up, got older he told the story more graphically, more cleverly interwoven in Greek thought. With a virgin birth scenario he knew it would add confusion as to his parents, particularly his father. A confusion he knew would be cleared up some distant day; that his mother (like so many Womyn in Herstory) was raped. And I assume by two non-Israelites, probably descendants of Ishmael. And this she told him after the crucifixion, 'Why hast Thou forsaken me?' He didn't Yeshu'a, He tested you like so many others, He tested us to see if we'd grow. He tempted and tested us all to see if we would offer ourselves in restitution - you did, like some, to death. Please read anything by a marvellous Australian professor Barbara Theiring or read The Last Temptation of Christ by a Greek guy Nikos Kazantzakis written in the 1950's or see the movie 'The Last Temptation of Christ' by Scorsese, starring Willem Dafoe (1988).

[Boss]

Perhaps surprisingly, I have very little to say. The Autumnal Equinox came and went spot on 3:30pm. I missed it. Melbourne is well and truly in Autumn, Trump's winning and there really isn't so much in G-d's World that sings anymore. I have U2's "40" on repeat. It's killing me. Yes, she didn't show; again. Have a nice life. Adam.

[Geoffrey]

Trump's winning and there really isn't so much in G-d's World that sings anymore.

https://youtu.be/lIqvJOT04rk