I'm never too sure what that fat little man is sayingSimon wrote:Life is Suffering is the first Noble Truth of Buddhism.
Is it LIFE is suffering
or life is SUFFERING?
Is it always suffering? Is it suffering everywhere? Was it just suffering when he said it? Can there be pain without suffering?
I can see that. One time a pain came to me so fast and so strong that some very interesting things happened. First I couldn't cry out. Crying requires time. You need to see a space for the cry to go into and there was no space for it.The constant anticipation of innevitable pain is suffering. It is 'disempowering'.
Second, time seemed to stop or rather move so slowly that I could see the light moving toward me from the lightbulb. when I looked at it it seemed to be particles and when I looked away it appeared to be waves.
Third I got to the point of thinking that I can't possibly be experiencing that much pain and still be alive and so I entertained the idea that I wasn't and believe me that really opened a floodgate of possibilities. You would be surprised by how bound your thinking becomes when you are holding on to the notion that you are alive and what that means to you.
The point of this is that although the pain was enormous there was no suffering involved. Suffering seems to require time and the anticipation of pain.
That wasn't the last time I took LSD but it was close to it.
I have a friend from Montreal named Harriette Fels who once told me "Jack, pain is the door to bliss" She is one of the wisest people I know and so I think of that from time to time.