i suffer

elazar · Post by **elazar** » Mon Feb 19, 2007 2:39 am

here again immobile sapped
drained flat floor stuck
floating grey cloud trapped
blinders betray mire and muck

evading chemicals brain twitch
tinker gears grind dulled
rolling return habit glitch
fuck I’m depressed again

have so much work to do and can’t get done
a glob form that’s me one cell bacteria
dog’s whining the hours wasted
dog’s barking fuckin loud

always happens now I’m screaming at the dog
there’s so much to do why I chose not to
stewing in gloom mind blank frustration
spending days on nothing missing life

caustic exhausted smothered in layers of drear

ania · Post by **ania** » Mon Feb 19, 2007 3:36 pm

'fuck I’m depressed again'

my favourite line

Sarry · Post by **Sarry** » Tue Feb 20, 2007 3:53 am

Powerful. I can relate. Thank you, Elazar.

elazar · Post by **elazar** » Fri Mar 02, 2007 11:05 am

Ania! did you get my email i sent to your redwagin email? thanks, that line was breaking away and really speaking my mind.
Sarry, thanks! i have alot of ups and downs, usualy wrting about it helps.

salut
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