Cohen Kid new lyric

Cohen Kid · Post by **Cohen Kid** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 12:31 am

I recently found my first love. He lives in England and has a beautiful name: Arron James
meeting him for first time in March!!! yes!!!

I wrote this song for him:
What do you think of it???

I Heard The Call

I remember the season of the falling leaves
I remember the rainclouds and grey city streets
Felt the autumn wind, heard the raging seas
Before you came, to make me feel - loved again

I heard the call
Heard the call of love
In electronic sounds, on higher ground
I heard the call of love

Now it's passed, the season of the falling leaves
We don't know what will happen, or how things will be
We can smile in times of sadness, cry in times of joy
We can build ourselves a future that will never be destroyed

(middle

All these feelings I never knew before (I feel it now)
All these words I never heard before (I hear them now)

I heard the call
Heard the call of love
In electronic sounds, on higher ground
I heard the call of love
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lizzytysh · Post by **lizzytysh** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 4:57 pm

Dear Cohen Kid ~

I so hope things go as well for you with Arron as the words in your poem suggest they may. Autumn is such a romantic time of the year, and seems to, at once, suggest missing, as well as hoping for the future. Your poem is very easy to relate to, and I sincerely hope it proves true for you, after you meet. I hope you've allowed yourselves enough time for the initial meeting, with the reconciling of expectations and reality, to go through its process, before you're into the 'real time' zone with each other. Please let us know how it goes for you. These fairly 'uncharted' territories of meetings through this medium hold both great disappointment and great promise.

~ Lizzy

Cohen Kid · Post by **Cohen Kid** » Fri Mar 17, 2006 11:38 pm

Hmm... I guess this song was made when there were many future promises...
that seems like long ago now... though it's only since a week...
things didn't turn out quite right in the end. There were some factors that didn't make us fit together perfectly after all... which means I didn't find him attractive enough in order to be having a relationship that works on all levels...
hmmm... i'm using way too many difficult words here

There was a sort of poem i wrote a week ago, when we were still together... that poem goes:

"All the changes we go through, and the words we say
Will keep us together at the end of the day
And the sun drifts away,
just like a balloon
A house near the water
A place on the moon"

Greetings!!!!
Stefan!!

lizzytysh · Post by **lizzytysh** » Fri Mar 17, 2006 11:44 pm

Dear Cohen Kid ~

You sounded very happy not too long ago. It's funny/peculiar[?] how those new relationships can shift so quickly in the beginning... better then than later though, I guess. I've kept thinking how I wanted/needed [since I wanted

] to congratulate you on your new love. It appears, now, that you're handling the situation well. I'm sorry things didn't work out. Is he doing as well? I like your brief poem.

~ Lizzy

Cohen Kid · Post by **Cohen Kid** » Fri Mar 17, 2006 11:56 pm

Thanks very much for your words!!!
Yes, I was very sad for 2 long days, but since that I am amazed by how good I feel... not that it's a releaved feeling, but I think I developed a very positive view on life over the last couple of years (I had to, because being teenager was very bad), and that makes me handle this well...

The one I loved, arron, was having some weight problems, and wanted me to see him, shortly before we would meet (today would have been my first day in england, IF it had happened). When I saw him, I noticed he was not heavy (in weight) at all, but he asked for my honest opinion, and I did say that he looked kind and gentle, and nice, but that he just wasn't my type. I still wanted to meet him though. Be he felt that would be too painful for him, because he knew things wouldn't work out anyway. so i didn't go to england after all... Also I was a lot more worried about his feelings than mine. Mine didn't feel that important to me. Because i found out how much more difficult it is to have to reject someone (because you're not attracted to them) than it is to be rejected. He didn't want contact for a period of time... so I'm giving him that time now, and I know it's harder for him to take than it is for me... I'm a bit easier with handling bad feelings than he is, I guess...

Thanks so much for your interest, lizzytysh.
Love,
stefan