you are so tired
but you cannot sleep
the moon throws it's light
you cannot hide in the night
you are so tired of waiting
hoping, dreaming and aching
this emptiness is supreme
the pain seems absolute.
Drink the wine
try to chew and digest
The emptyness is not filled
the pain remains in the chest
and sometimes you want to fall
from a thousand feet above
or to drown in a thousand below.
not to die - to bleed or suffocate.
Just to feel true pain
to suffer and escape.