malancholy stupor (or : the gold medal winner for self pity)

elazar · Post by **elazar** » Tue Feb 10, 2004 9:30 am

(today the weather is shit.
the rest of the particulars are boring.)

small bothers abound
itching at my soul
they pursue me like a hound
drip drop makes a hole

so i can drink and smoke
won't handle the pain
like a cruel joke
driving me insane

trudging all around
far from my zone
indifference does abound
used to it i've grown

i try to make it change
reason to the point
of making me derange
and leaving from this joint

salut,
elazar

LaurieAK · Post by **LaurieAK** » Tue Feb 10, 2004 7:27 pm

elezar~

Feeling better?

Wherever ya go, there ya are...

Cheers,
laurie

elazar · Post by **elazar** » Wed Feb 11, 2004 7:09 am

hey Laurie,
i am feeling slightly better, though the weather has not improved.i am not dwelling on the negative too much,and taking steps to improve the situation,yada yada yada....this is a glorious country,shame i came into it with a bad deal.to my own detriment,i agreed to this,so i must follow through,though i am workin on a solution.maybe just go awol.

thanks for the good cheer,

salut,
elazar

one step towards improvement,namely,emptying the shelves of all the Dr. Seuss books at the local library