Helven. I would like to say a thank you for your words. As you may have gathered my quest for love almost resulted in my destruction. I am still not quite right. My thoughts and feelings have been turned inside out, I did not feel strong enough emotionally, to cope with being attacked for being an i...

I have no idea what BLX means.

Byron. Yes yoU are one of them that started all this, now that it has got out of hand you are trying to make light of it all.

Reading through all this I have felt physically sick. SicK. What have I done that was so wrong? Just who have I hurt? Who did I troll???? What is the BIG loss here? I'm so sorry for being self-indulgent, self-victimising and self-ish. I feel like Hitler was a better man than me. I'm not welcome in t...

This is my last post. Compassionate, spiritual, honest, faithful, gentle, kind, caring, loving – those qualities are no longer treasured in this world. I think it is just some inbred thing inside some humans. That they prefer the negative. I have known only one woman, and together we shared some thi...

I'm not cut out for the games on this board. Yes, tom d. stiller, I did ask for Laurie and June, when I came back on the board, I also asked for "Anyone. Anyone!" I don't play silly games with aliases, I am not a figment of imagination. Also, if you really don't care tom d. stiller why hav...

I hope you'll decide to stick around. I'm sorry that some people have been mean-spirited toward you. You don't deserve it. ~ Lizzy Lizzy. There is no need for you to be sorry. I still find the courage to pour my heart out, even though ridicule and misunderstanding abound. That I feel so deeply, and...

I would like to thank everyone once again, who understood how I have been feeling (and still feel), and especially the two people that I pm'd and were very kind about everything.

Why, why did you feel it was a wind up? because I don't want to use women and treat them like sh**? because I want to find real love, real fulfilment? I admit to myself and to everyone that I aspire to an impossible life, that I only wanted one relationship that would last me all of my life. Because...

I regret being the cause of any resentment amongst people here, and i will be trying to take the first steps on the road to recovery from my darkness, and thank everyone who has read and responded to my posts. I am sorry for venting words of hate that were not true, I was just so frustrated at the t...

I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I was venting and I apologise to Vince. What I said was unenlightened, my nature is such that I experience extremes of emotion. I had become so worked up that everything had clouded my view. I know that some of you might think that I'm fishing for pity but I'm not. My dreams an...

I'm having another dark night of the soul, trying to find out where I am going and who I am, and what I am supposed to do. But trying to find the courage and faith and love from within to carry on is taking a great deal of soul-searching. I know some of you will think I am whining and I am sorry. Bu...

Dear Lizzy, and Tri-me, thank you both of you for posting to me. I've copied them off to read again later. Often I had high-praised myself at being a virgin at 23, and not just jumping into bed with someone to satisfy only my physical needs. Always I have wanted my love, and my sex to be spiritual -...

Lizzytysh. I'm still off work. I'm going to make a coffee and read your words again. Thankyou. Thankyou.

R KELLY - If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time Lyrics How did I ever let you slip away Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more Ever since you closed the door - If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I...