The Lovers
Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 3:37 pm
The Lovers
Today I can write the hardest lines,
write, for example, ‘the spangled hurts
of the cobalt night cannot infect
this perfect heart.’ Nor the miracle
of sky deny even the oldest dreams
of love, and if little by little,
or even all at once, if you should find
that you no longer love me,
I will find a way to praise your mouth
and all the stars we made our own
every time we kissed.
Now in the neglected bed-sits
and attics of our younger days,
other bodies will come to fill those places
with their own peculiar loving.
And if you say, ‘all is gone to dust,’
I will remind you of the boy
you wished to make your own –
even if only for a day. Oh we know,
there is no going back, not today
or tomorrow, not in this long life-time,
but if we meet again, somewhere
on the path, we will know of no shame
or bitterness that would stifle
the beating heart. ‘I once loved a man,’
you say, ‘but it was long ago
and madness of a kind.’
Today I can write the hardest lines,
‘if it is madness to love
after all these years, then let my love
be foolish, but true to the years
of longing, loneliness and despair.’
A woman I once loved as a girl
sent me a kiss down the telephone
lines, it was enough to find it there
among all the rubble, failure and defeat.
Today I can write the hardest lines,
write, for example, ‘the spangled hurts
of the cobalt night cannot infect
this perfect heart.’ Nor the miracle
of sky deny even the oldest dreams
of love, and if little by little,
or even all at once, if you should find
that you no longer love me,
I will find a way to praise your mouth
and all the stars we made our own
every time we kissed.
Now in the neglected bed-sits
and attics of our younger days,
other bodies will come to fill those places
with their own peculiar loving.
And if you say, ‘all is gone to dust,’
I will remind you of the boy
you wished to make your own –
even if only for a day. Oh we know,
there is no going back, not today
or tomorrow, not in this long life-time,
but if we meet again, somewhere
on the path, we will know of no shame
or bitterness that would stifle
the beating heart. ‘I once loved a man,’
you say, ‘but it was long ago
and madness of a kind.’
Today I can write the hardest lines,
‘if it is madness to love
after all these years, then let my love
be foolish, but true to the years
of longing, loneliness and despair.’
A woman I once loved as a girl
sent me a kiss down the telephone
lines, it was enough to find it there
among all the rubble, failure and defeat.