Book of Mercy #11-15
Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 6:24 pm
Psalm I.11
He came back from his prayer to the cat on his lap. He fed the cat, he let her go out to the moonlight, and he hid in the pages of Abraham. Like one newly circumcized, he hid himself away, he waited in the trust of healing. Faces of women appeared, and they explained themselves to him, connecting feature to character, beauty to kindness. Various families came to him and showed him all the chairs he might sit in. ‘How can I say this gently?’ he said. ‘Though I love your company, your instructions are wasted here. I will always chose the woman who carries me off. I will always sit with the family of loneliness.’ Saying many words of encouragement his visitors departed, and he entered more deeply into his hiding. He asked for his heart to be focused toward the source of mercy, and he lifted up a corner, and he moved a millimetre forward under the shadow of the tabernacle of peace. His cat came back from the moonlight, flew softly to her place on his lap, and waited for him to come back from his prayer.
We are still wandering around a domestic realm here as with the previous psalm; feeding the cat, the social pressure of the visiting families… Though literaly jewish in its expression this psalm has buddhist sensitivity. It seems to want to express the process where prayer or meditation is distracted by the communalities of life. The families offering their dauthers remind us of Buddha's temptation by the daughters of Mara. Surely there must be equivalent stories in the Bible.
The cat and moonlight, seem to represent poetry in that they are allowed in the closed intimate circle. But women receive a different treament, certain conditions have to be met for them to enter the circle. They may be a representation of the material world? So poetry is accepted in the realm of the spiritual? As a source, or as an expression, or both… Just some thought…
So this psalm seems to express the desire to find balance between the spiritual and the material. But in fact not only the desire but the fact that balance is at hand.
I would like to hear from an english speaker what the expression «I will always chose the woman who carries me off» means in this context.