Surely These Years
Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2004 5:49 am
Surely These Years
Surely these years of struggle have a meaning, an attitude
that will bring maturity to these visions I have sought out.
Surely I can account for inaction that would often intrude
upon the sincerity of motives only half thought-out.
I can assume the blame for many things, and more to come,
our destiny looks uncertain, our troubles grim and austere.
Surely these years of struggle will not leave us stunned,
consumed with generalities, obedient to countless fears.
I recklessly poured out my heart over thousands of souls,
and I shared the dreams of so many maligned friends.
I have been consumed and beaten by urges I did not control
that poisoned my world in ways I did not know or intend.
But now I acknowledge my many crimes and pray tonight
that some power I do not understand may redeem me here.
Surely these years of struggle will prove we were right
to have clashed so frequently with our many gnawing fears.
Surely these years of struggle have a meaning, an attitude
that will bring maturity to these visions I have sought out.
Surely I can account for inaction that would often intrude
upon the sincerity of motives only half thought-out.
I can assume the blame for many things, and more to come,
our destiny looks uncertain, our troubles grim and austere.
Surely these years of struggle will not leave us stunned,
consumed with generalities, obedient to countless fears.
I recklessly poured out my heart over thousands of souls,
and I shared the dreams of so many maligned friends.
I have been consumed and beaten by urges I did not control
that poisoned my world in ways I did not know or intend.
But now I acknowledge my many crimes and pray tonight
that some power I do not understand may redeem me here.
Surely these years of struggle will prove we were right
to have clashed so frequently with our many gnawing fears.