Twenty-Eight Days
Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2004 7:36 am
Twenty-Eight Days
A degree of distance
has at last been achieved.
The days are no longer spent
spiraling madly
out of control.
The nights are relaxed
and unassuming.
I was obsessed with you,
wracked with
unreasonable hungers,
psychotic jealousies.
You had prevailed against
everything that
I held dear;
and now I am weary from the
conflict.
I move in diminished company
these days,
an anachronism pathetic in scope,
the personification of
potential wasted.
I owe many grievous injuries
due to your malignant heart,
and these are but a few.
It is so often true that we do not
love because,
but rather despite;
my heart has been left wounded,
and I forgave every blow.
I will address you no longer,
and cast a mark against your name
in the poem of life.
Your call is now anathema to me,
your singing words full of
praise and lies.
Just another clawing phantom
in the night,
murderous and ignorant,
compelled to
destroy
everything in its path.
A degree of distance
has at last been achieved.
The days are no longer spent
spiraling madly
out of control.
The nights are relaxed
and unassuming.
I was obsessed with you,
wracked with
unreasonable hungers,
psychotic jealousies.
You had prevailed against
everything that
I held dear;
and now I am weary from the
conflict.
I move in diminished company
these days,
an anachronism pathetic in scope,
the personification of
potential wasted.
I owe many grievous injuries
due to your malignant heart,
and these are but a few.
It is so often true that we do not
love because,
but rather despite;
my heart has been left wounded,
and I forgave every blow.
I will address you no longer,
and cast a mark against your name
in the poem of life.
Your call is now anathema to me,
your singing words full of
praise and lies.
Just another clawing phantom
in the night,
murderous and ignorant,
compelled to
destroy
everything in its path.