Finding God
Posted: Wed Apr 08, 2009 6:59 pm
Oh, but the places that I was,
and no one saw, or cared
‘cause who was I, and stared
at the long black coat
in which I hid my whiskey.
An’ they was always mean with me.
If I’d ask ‘em fer a dime
why they’d stare like time
was theirs and I had no right
to be there anyways
smelling like I did ‘cause
I couldn’t wash fer a long time.
I ask you, is that a way to treat
a fella? I knew the streets
and where to go when it was cold enough
to keep ya warm. That much
and more I knew of such
things that will keep a man alive
when his luck is down.
Hell, I’m only 35, but I’ve seen
things, and let me tell you,
done things I would not do
to talk of. Why at sixteen I’d spent
my first winter on the streets and went
to jail for Christmas so’s I
could have turkey dinner;
and at Easter I’d go down
to the Sally-Ann and listen
to the Cap’n preach about salvation
while I ate my sandwich and got
new clothes.
Sure, I’d felt God then,
and at other times.
When my stomach was empty
and cryin’ fer a drink,
I would talk to Him and thank Him
when He would find a dollar for me.
That is where I found God,
and why I would leave it
for nothin’.
Vern
1982
and no one saw, or cared
‘cause who was I, and stared
at the long black coat
in which I hid my whiskey.
An’ they was always mean with me.
If I’d ask ‘em fer a dime
why they’d stare like time
was theirs and I had no right
to be there anyways
smelling like I did ‘cause
I couldn’t wash fer a long time.
I ask you, is that a way to treat
a fella? I knew the streets
and where to go when it was cold enough
to keep ya warm. That much
and more I knew of such
things that will keep a man alive
when his luck is down.
Hell, I’m only 35, but I’ve seen
things, and let me tell you,
done things I would not do
to talk of. Why at sixteen I’d spent
my first winter on the streets and went
to jail for Christmas so’s I
could have turkey dinner;
and at Easter I’d go down
to the Sally-Ann and listen
to the Cap’n preach about salvation
while I ate my sandwich and got
new clothes.
Sure, I’d felt God then,
and at other times.
When my stomach was empty
and cryin’ fer a drink,
I would talk to Him and thank Him
when He would find a dollar for me.
That is where I found God,
and why I would leave it
for nothin’.
Vern
1982