Zimmy's first 'Thought of the Night' got me thinking, for most of the
night

about the song 'Sisters of Mercy' and how it moved when I
poked at it. Turns out, it wasn't asleep after all. It wanted to
play. So, that's how 'that poem' was conceived (down below).
I read a bit (a very little bit) about the 'inspiration' for the song...
the traveling ladies, and such... which at first led me to think that
'sisters' referred to two females. Which it may. But when I removed
the lyrics from their own context and applied them to my own, I thought
of 'sisters of mercy' as exemplifying those comforts that are gentler
and less pharisaic than mercy. Mercy is hailed as divine grace, but it
can be overwhelmingly cruel. Mercy tells you that your poverty is
obscene, and obliges you to gleefully, righteously censure your brothers
and sisters. Sisters of mercy might shamelessly romance your naked
nobility with kind brushstrokes of light, thaw your numbed sensitivity
with self-immolating praise, and fade again willowy as ghosts. And
though they did not leave you very much, you find yourself wanting to
strip down once more to nothing, to see if you can see what they loved
so nicely.
Then it is a matter of courage and revealing of truth.
There is so so much more in that song that I want to talk about.... but
I'm stopping here because I've probably already killed the poem for the
people who thought they liked it, and I'm afraid of what other damage
I'll do before I'm done!
Love,
Julie
When you found me I was naked in the corner
You blushed and offered me a cloak of light
I let your mercy drape me in your uniform
I don't remember promising I'd fight
You taught me how to stare into the morning
I practiced till I couldn't see the stars
We burned the shadows growing on the pavement
And trapped the fireflies in pickle jars
I waged your private war against the corners
Who hid in angles from your charities
I lit them all on fire to kill their secrets
I heard their last confessions on my knees
Oh yes, I was your vicious little soldier
Marching for your brilliant scrutiny
Until the day I glanced into a looking glass
And scorched my eyes in private mutiny
You scowled when I returned, then you dismissed me
And turned in pity from my dimming stare
But I indulged in memories of embers
And folded up the smile you'd had me wear.