by hesperides23 » Wed Apr 15, 2009 4:03 am
I'm so glad I got to go see the Monday night concert (thanks to our forum member Mirka who so generously paid for my ticket). This was the first time I'd seen Leonard in concert (I remember kicking myself for missing him fifteen years ago last time he played here).
I was a little bit afraid I might not be able to enjoy the performance. One, because I've been sliding deeper and deeper into an apathetic depression over the past few weeks, and I've lost most of my enthusiasm for everything in the process. Two, because I tend to avoid large-scale superstar concert tours of this scale, preferring to go see lesser known artists and bands in small venues where there's more intimacy and spontaneity. I was afraid this would be a letdown on account of all the buildup and hype surrounding this tour. And also, my seat was really far back in the balcony: without being close to the stage with the performers really in my face, I feared my attention would wander.
Due to my ongoing emotional torpor, I can't say it was a joyous experience. But I was definitely impressed. If I wasn't emotionally swept away by the power of the music and words, I was absorbed and engaged with all that I witnessed. Though I am a longtime fan (since the early 70s), I'm not what you'd call a diehard devotee - I don't own all the albums and I haven't followed Cohen's career closely over the years (I got kind of disenchanted with his music on some of the 80s recordings on account of the production style of those albums). As an amateur musician myself, I can't help thinking that being in a band on tour where you perform the same songs and arrangements night after night for scores (or hundreds) of concerts, the feeling you put into the performance has got to grow a little stale and *rote*. I've seen big concerts like that where it seemed like the musicians were just up there doing a job. This wasn't like that, I could tell that Leonard and his band had their hearts in what they were playing. One of the qualities I always look for in any of the art I love, be it music or cinema or whatever, is authenticity, and of course Leonard has never been anything but authentic in his words and songs. That came through in the performance, too. I was very glad I borrowed a set of binoculars for this concert, since I was far from the stage and my eyesight is bad (corrected with contacts, but still not 20/20). So I was able to see the faces of the performers and their fingers on their instruments, etc. All good players, certainly. Being a horn player, I was especially impressed with that guy (sorry, don't remember his name now) because of his diversity: playing tenor and soprano saxes, B-flat and bass clarinet, harmonica, keyboards and even bassoon (there are a lot of windplayers who double on sax and clarinet, but double reeds like bassoon are a very different animal, I can only think of a few reed players who play double-reed instruments as well: Paul McCandless, Lindsay Cooper, Bunk Gardner...) And he played that EWI electronic horn that served as the violin on the opening song... nice.
I enjoyed Leonard's between-song banter. Like the litany of antidepressants he's been prescribed, I could relate to, having myself been on most of those same meds he listed by name. And at the end, when he said "May you all be with friends and family, and to those of you whose lot it is to be alone, may the blessings find you in your solitude." That made me feel good.
I did see some people leave early, after the first set or soon after the start of the second. I have been known to leave early from concerts often enough, when bored or disenchanted or simply too wrapped up in my own worries to focus on the performance. I never felt once like I wanted to leave. I was glad I didn't, since I really liked the second set better than the first (I can't say why exactly). And when I left after the last encore, and went home alone as planned, I felt gratified that I'd been in attendance.
What a great thing for a 74-year-old guy to get up and get out there and tour the whole world and connect with all his audience, old and new. I'm so glad that he has got such a warm and enthusiastic response. He's surely earned it.
"Let the great constellation of flickering ashes be heard..." (Noel Scott Engel)